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I was out in the garden again, waiting for Grant to bring my lunch out to me. The wisteria was still a mass of twigs, and I barely noticed it this day.  Quietly but firmly Jesus said to me, "Look at the wisteria vine."  It was reminiscent of the stories in the Bible when He spoke to his disciples and listeners preparatory to giving them a spiritual lesson from something in nature.  I looked.

"Yes, Lord.  I believe you said I will be better one day, just like that wisteria will again be green and full of new growth."

Silence. The words, "Look at the wisteria vine" were still in my mind, and I realised there was more to know. I kept looking.  I began to see an analogy.  The wisteria would not get green overnight.  There would, however, be a definite turning point - a time when the first buds would pop open.  Then the growth would be swift and steady, and before we knew it the vine would be green again. (Shortly after this I happened to see a segment on wisterias on a garden show, and they made the comment that wisterias can be real pests because their growth is so vigorous! Yes!  I liked hearing that!)

I love analogies. Just ask Grant. Give me a good analogy and I can thrive on it for weeks.  My mind was working overtime on this one.  I saw a parallel between the way nutrition is stored beneath the ground in the roots, much like we are rooted in God's love and draw up sustenance through faith in His goodness, which enables us to grow and mature spiritually.  It was at about this stage that I remembered an incident involving our cat, Jenny.

jen.jpg (62973 bytes)I must start by saying Jenny is a sweet, dear, lovely little cat.. she is cast in a devilish role in my story but it is pure acting!

Several days earlier, we had caught her in the act of chewing buds off the wisteria and Grant had stopped her. 

In my present state of mind I started to see an analogy in that!  She was like the devil, who comes to eat away at our faith with doubts - trying to ensure that we do not produce a crop of good things in our lives.

Just as I was about to call a stop to my 'analogising', Grant appeared with our lunch, and I started to tell him what I believed God had shown me.  When it got to the part about Jenny, I decided that perhaps I had taken it too far with that one.  I hesitated. I had just said, "There was a bit about Jenny, but that was probably just me...", when Grant interrupted and said, "Speak of the devil!"  Jenny had jumped up behind me onto a log.  I was stunned! 

I had asked God to confirm to me in some way, that it was Him speaking to me about the wisteria, and this was His sense of humour!   In case you don't know, 'speak of the devil' is just a figure of speech to say that someone you have been talking about has just turned up... but in this case Jenny really was playing the part of the devil in the story.

You may recall that I had been asking God for a solution to the problem of how to prepare the children for whatever lay ahead in relation to my healing. This analogy was perfect!  That afternoon I took the girls outside and told them in parable form, just like Jesus had with me, how I was going to get better, but it would be a gradual process like the regrowth of the wisteria.  As a final 'confirmation' of God's hand in this, Jenny popped up behind me again, just as I was telling Jessie!  I didn't tell Bianca-Rose that bit - she tends to take things to heart a bit and would have taken it literally.  I didn't want her thinking I was casting aspersions on Jenny's character!

And what of August 6th?  I just couldn't help it. I kept an eye on the wisteria vine.  The morning of the 6th, I went out and checked the wisteria.  What do you think I found?  The first few dry, brown buds had burst open - it was the first day I had seen any green on the vine.   Surprised?  I wasn't, but I was delighted.

Another delight was that I had my first 'good' day after weeks of 'bad' days.  And the run of good days lasted ten days I think - a record. (Good days and bad days are a common feature of ME - it just means that some days the symptoms are less or more bothersome, painful, debilitating...  Prior to this I had only ever had 2 good days in a row.)

The crop of flowers on the wisteria that year was the best ever! Click here for a look!

Are you tired of August 6th stories?   How about a "Life begins at 40" story?  Or a New Year's Day breakthrough?  There's even a 'seven years to get sick, seven years to get better' one - that's a good one!  They are all different ways of looking at one event, actually.

  

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