And this is Life?

The thunder claps.
The fury rages.
The seas revolt.
And Earth convulses.
It sweeps me of my feet.

I am fed up!
Of being taken for a ride.
How do I
Remain cool calm 
Collected and supreme?

What consolation
Does one Seek -
In, Furies - 
Tragedies - 
And Storms?

The thunder claps
Are gone for ever.
Greyness, dullness -
No!? - No more!!
What a surprise!
There is a brighter,
Warmer future.

The seas can rise,
The fury - rage.
It won't diminish
Zest of mine.

Experience -
Sensations -
Emotions -
All mine! -
To use once more 
And to enjoy.

Fantastic, 
Rays of Sunshine -
Fresh breeze -
Pure flow of air-
Extra breath is real!

With frontiers gone,
New breath of vision.
And yet...
So old,
And yet...
So very fresh and clean.

The sounds -
So crystal clear,
So pure -
Like never heard before.

Music, gentle music
The melody so sweet.
The symphony evolving
New composition
At my feet.

Like burst of  sunshine,
So happy one can be -
For simple things -
For things -
One could "never" dream of.
Without understanding -
Of being cause -
Of knowing what it is.

To re-experience and know
The step to take,
With gentle indication.
What's there, what passed.
In knowing - past creations
You can be free to play 
Another -
Better Game.

With powers -
All unblocked 
Vibrant, ready -
There are no limits-
No frontiers.

And all it takes
A little look,
A little feel.
And lots of courage
To grant yourself 
Your own freedom.


Nikolay Brovcenko    1995