The Parkin Diary.
This diary is taken from the original 73 handwritten pages/notes. They were loaned to me by Daisy McSkimming of Woolgoolga. The original spelling and style has been maintained, as far as possible. This pleasant task was done, with great pride, in March 1987, by Fred McSKIMMING, [a great grandson of the Parkin pioneers,] of 15 Jemalong Crescent, TOORMINA, 2452. (via COFFS HARBOUR.) ph 02 6653 1511.
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DIARY KEPT BY MARY ANN PARKIN DURING VOYAGE FROM PLYMOUTH, ENGLAND, TO SYDNEY, NEW SOUTH WALES, 1882
[ With husband William and two year old daughter Ellen ]
SUNDAY SEPTEMBER 17th 1882 .Started from Central Station, Manchester by five past six train, with a heavy heart. It was a great wrench leaving those behind I cared so much for. Our first stoppage being Derby, where we all gladly left our carriage and I began my sickness. It, however did me good and after a good cup of tea and a sleep on the seats in the waiting room, felt revived and concluded for healths sake, I must conquer my feelings.
MONDAY SEPTEMBER 18th 1882 After seventeen hours journey, we reached Plymouth. Our friends of the journey and fellow Emigrants, Mr and Mrs Castley and their children, Mr Harry Cowap from Manchester and Mr James Killip from the Isle of Man, composed our party. We made ourselves as comfortable as we could during the night and each one dropped into a doze. Nellie slept from nine to six. At that hour we arrived at Bristol and the gentlemen purchased us a large jug of tea. The jug was bought full of tea at Derby and gladly we hailed its arrival. In Plymouth about eleven a.m. where we found a man awaiting us to take us to the depot and a weary party we were. Poor Nellie fast asleep again. On reaching our new quarters the scene was the reverse of encourageing. A large room roughly furnished with wooden tables and forms. I shall never forget the sinking that came over me and each minutes experience tended to increase it. Poor children crying and many mother joining them. Nellie looking so bewildered and asking for dinner time. We sat at our table about half an hour looking at empty plates and wondering what one should be refaled with. It came at last. Boiled beef, potatoes boiled in their jackets I scarcely tasted. Tea time rather better, good bread and butter and at last some long wished tea. Then came bed time. No one allowed to leave the sleeping dormitory when once they enter till the bell rings. Then up at six in the morning. We found on entering, one large whitewashed room with bunks one over another. Very small and beds very hard. The noise dreadful. Ate with the people, including little children crying in all directions. I wonder how we should sleep at all. Poor Nellie uterly worn out dropped off to sleep luckily and after a while I followed suit and never woke till the bell rang loudly. Then the scene of the night previous was repeated. Such noise and bustle.
TUESDAY SEPTEMBER 19th 1882 Felt better rested than I expected, having had such a hard bed. Had to wake Nellie to dress which I was sorry to do. She seemed so sleepy. Near the port at eight then at ten to the Doctors inspection. We passed successfully. Then had our luggage examined. Kit and three canvas bags served out. We all seemed much happier today and family after family keep coming in the depot. Tired and weary as we were all seem scarce reconciled to the rough mode of living. Though the new comers all look very dejected on first entering. Wrote my second letter home and to Southport. Am writing with Nellie sitting on my knee. It is a novel sight to look upon. Every form filled. Many writing, some playing cards, single men on one side of the room and married people down the other. Single girls have much better quarters. One accordian is being played. This cart hour. The room is strewed with canvas bags and shelves all being filled. Now a tin whistle has joined the accordian making the melody rather distracting. Now a violyn. I have seen several concertinas. I hope they wont begin too. Now I hear from the single mens side. Harry Cowap singing something about 'Jack's come home'. Chorus taken up by nearly all. Sounds very nice and cheers one up
WEDNESDAY SEPTEMBER 20th 1882
Had a good nights rest. Poor Nellie, so hard to waken, though the noise around us was enough to waken any. After a good wash she brightened up, and we went outside where we found a boat awaiting and eight of our single men were told 'off to the Peterborough with luggage'. We have a pretty view from the front of the depot. Nothing but water, but the Peterborough lies out of sight. The men are off. That is the first move. I hear they return tonight and we all go on board tomorrow. All seem eager to be off. The sea looks great today. On passing the luggage room I heard a concertina. On looking in I saw instead of piles of box's as before, quite a clearance and many couples dancing. All signs of grief gone, all the discomfort forgotten.
THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 21st 1882 All to go on board today. Weather beautiful. All bustle and activity. Steamer to be here at ten. All to pass the Doctor again, previous to embarking. We pass again, all right. I hear some are rejected and have to go away again. We shake hands with John, the depot manager and go aboard the steamer. I wonder when we shall tread the land again. Such a stream of people there seem to be. Now we are all on board and orders are given for no cheering or noise to be made till the steamer is out from the fastenings. Then when that is done, they cheer heartily, and as we steam away they strike up 'God Bless Our Nation Land', and sing it through. There is many a tear shed now. Are soon come in sight of our ship, and see the sailors all on the look out for us. It seems a fine ship. We are soon aboard and find our berth at once. Our number is 39, mess 24. William is captain of our mess. We are highly pleased with the change from the depot. Our berths being much more comfortable. They now serve dinner and begin to wind up the anchor and spread the sails. Soon we are off and for any motion we fell. Might see on land. Lose sight of land at 3.15. All seems well and happy. Our bunks are one above another. Ours is a top one and right in a corner at the ships side. No one sleeps in the bunk under ours as a kind of a gutter runs the length of the ship, though it has to be kept quite dry. Our mess is composed of 6 adults and 6 children. We have cosy forms to sit on and when our tables are not in use they are pushed to the top of the uprights and secured by bolts, till we lower them again for use. Our mess mates are Mr and Mrs Lister from Middlesboro and 3 children, Mr and Mrs Jackson from Newcastle on Tyne and 2 children and ourselves. Castleys were taken from us as the number of children was not right. They are in the next mess
FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 22nd 1882 Passed our first night aboard. Now I feel the dreaded sickness creeping on. Go on deck. Lots were suffering likewise. Am very bad till morn then go a little better. Sighted 5 ships today. They say we may go 1000 miles now and not see one. I enjoy hearing the sailors sing as they pull the ropes. One sings a line as they cease pulling, then the others grin in Chorus and all pull together. They all seem very kind to us. Sick again. Tried to stay in my bunk again but Doctor found me and ordered me on deck again. He is very kind and the breeze does revive one. There is a strong breeze and the sea is much rougher. Many are quite prostrate with sickness. Nellie is quite well and seems as happy as at home. She said just now 'Aunt Pantis was knocking at the door'. She sits and sings about Jenny and Granny. It upsets me to hear her. We were on deck last night till 10 o'clock and the ship was rocking very much. We are skirting the Bay of Biscay and it is a nasty place, so I hear. Generally rough. Body regard to cleanliness is kept strictly and we have a pint of milk allowed daily for Nellie (condensed) and also an egg. We have crate eggs yet, but they will soon be done, then preserved ones, and a plentiful supply of good bread and butter, tea and coffee, sugar and salt beef, salt pork and preserved meat. Alternately, I cannot manage the meat but am satisfied with the bread and butter. I find it very inconvenient to dress and undress in my bunk. It is like creeping into a box with one end knocked out and the end curtained and so the bunks go on in long rows like box after box, placed side by side and if you rise on your knees in your bunk, you can see into the one on each side. It is not very pleasant but it cannot be helped where so many are stowed. They are more airy than I thought they would be. Some dress partly outside, but I prefer to finish before I creep out. It is a good climb into ours being at top.
SATURDAY SEPTEMBER 23rd 1882 Passed a rough night. Mess tins rolling about the place in all directions. Nellie slept well through it all and I got up feeling much better than yesterday but cannot stay below long. The noise and confusion together with the close smell that is sure to arise. So many people have slept and still occupy. Just seen a lot of porpoises playing around the ship, leaping right out of the water. A shark was sighted this morning. The deck is full of amusements tonight. On one place dancing, another singing and as the moon is rising it is very pleasant. Have gone below after an enjoyable evening.
SUNDAY SEPTEMBER 24th 1882 Came on deck about 6.30 am and the sea looked beautiful. The waves much stronger than I had ever seen and topped with foam. It was the beginning of a series of squalls. All today, nothing but tossing about. Began my sickness again. Sickness continued till today, Thursday, so I have several days of my diary to complete. Sunday night was terrible. One of the sails torn to ribbons and down below the scene was dreadful. Nearly everyone was sick. William felt shaky for the first time. He has been able to wait upon me well previously as he had no sign of sickness. No service was held and very little food partaken of. I kept my bunk all afternoon. Nellie, she was very pitiful for me after a severe attack. She stroked my face and said 'No more Mama, no more'
MONDAY SEPTEMBER 25th 1882 Had a dreadful night. Weather still squally. Nellie began to be very sick. She has been well all along. Will not take food. I am still bad. Begin to wish we were at the end of our voyage and hear many wishing they had never started.
TUESDAY SEPTEMBER 26th 1882 Still very rough and raining. Came on deck as Doctor likes us all to do if possible but we soon had to run down in consequence of the rain. Sighted Cape Ortegal.
WEDNESDAY SEPTEMBER 27th 1882 Passed a stormy night. Jib-boom carried away. Things flying about between decks. Crew working hard all night at the sails. I cannot hear them above the roar of the wind and sea, at one time very dangerous. We are blown back again in sight of land we left far behind us yesterday. All the women in our mess prostrate with sickness. Nellie not able to take food.
THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 28th 1882 Dreadfully boisterous all night. Many very frightened about 5 this morning. A heavy sea struck the vessel and broke over the deck causing her to stagger dreadfully. Several men rushed on deck half dressed to see what was wrong. Wind much, out from Davour at dinner time today. It was amusing to see the captain of messes carry the pea soup from the cooking galley. Scarcely any could keep their feet on deck and to carry a large tin of hot pea soup was no easy matter. Many came to grief until some of the sailors (who can walk the decks in any weather) piloted them to the hatchway. We have 52 sailors, a double crew, half of them leave the ship at Sydney. Captain Gardner has had command of the 'Peterboro' ever since she was built, 7 years ago. He is extremely careful and our Doctor is very kind and attentive. The 1st Mate Mr Bracy, the 2nd Le Brun and 3rd Roderick Gardner, the Captains son. We have as cooks a Frenchman and a Mullattos. There is one black sailor in the crew, the rest are composed of Germans, Sweeds and English
FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 29th 1882 Worse night than ever. Rain a gale all night long. Early this morning, shelf and table was cleared of their contents and butter, bread, tea, pickles etc formed a mixture all over the place making a most miserable appearance. Children crying with fright at the noise. I've lost one teapot and our remaining ones had plenty of damage done, in fact one kit presents a dilapidated appearance, that looked so nice and new. When in Plymouth we were all saying how useful they would be when we landed, but at this rate they wont last the voyage out. Mr Lister of ourmess went on deck telling (joking) us he would go and see if he could not stop the racket, but soon returned with assistance having been knocked down by a pork barrel that had burst from its fastenings and after knocking him down, rolled over his legs crushing it badly. He is first for the hospital. His wife has been prostrate with sickness ever since we started. They have a baby not weaned so we have to do what we can for them. Father and Mother are quite helpless now and Mrs Jackson is very bad too, so are unfortunate as there is plenty of work daily for all, cleaning up and holy storing is hard work. The men have to take it in turns. Those that are well have to do the work of those that are not and the captain has to be on deck, for food of some kind is continually served out.
SATURDAY SEPTEMBER 30th 1882 No change for the better. Miserable in the extreme. Nearly everyone sick. I kept my bunk with Nellie all afternoon. She is getting very weak. Took her to the surgery this morning. Doctor gave me some medicine and arrowroot for her. We have seen little pleasure of our voyage so far. It is awful to lie awake listening to the waves dashing against the ship and roaring. The wind howling through the sails. There are lots that have been suffering badly with sickness. Now having bottled stout and chicken broth are served out by the Doctor. I never went to him in my sickness. I conquered it a good deal by perscribing to a little dry biscuit. One does not feel at all inclined for food in such cases, but if none is taken and the vomiting continues, the stomach gets too weak to retain food. I keep a biscuit in my ulster pocket and keep forceing myself to nibble a bit and I find I am much better than those run and get brandy and beef tea, though I have felt sorry we did not smuggle a better brandy as it is good sometimes but I dont care to ask the Doctor for it.
SUNDAY OCTOBER 1st 1882 Surely we have reached the climax in the weather. The Doctor says he never saw a worse night than last was. Sleep was out of the question. The ship rocked from side to side, keeping us continually knocking against the side of our bunks. Early this morning a sea broke over the decks, rushed down the hatches. Not the first by many, but decidedly the worst, like a deluge covering our deck and freeing many a bunk. I looked through my curtain, saw several men in the middle of the room holding onto the uprights of the tables, for standing without something to hold tightly was impossible and trying to catch any article that swept past them, when another rush of water came down completely drenching them. Articles of clothing, food, tinware are carried from one place to the other as the water rushed about the deck. I felt secure from the water as I was in a top bunk but felt sorry for those that I could hear had been less fortunate and wondered how the ship could weather it. The hatches were then closed as was the ventilator. All day the same continued. Nellie and I stayed the bunk, being the safest and most comfortable place. The rough weather has made Nellie worse and she lies quite listless. Oh, how I wished for my comfortable quiet sitting room in Earl St, just for a little while to rest my head. Nothing but rocking and pitching from side to side. The Doctor came to see how we were situated and a wretched party he must have thought, as not a dry place except our bunks and many of them not even that.
MONDAY OCTOBER 2nd 1882 Glorious change. Calm weather and sun shining. Very enjoyable on deck. I sat there nearly all day with Nellie. I feel quite anxious about her. She gets so thin and weak (many children suffering alike), she has no inclination to exert herself at all.
TUESDAY OCTOBER 3rd 1882 Very fine and beginning to get very hot. A married woman dangerously ill in hospital is receiving good attention. Mr Lister came out of hospital today but is not able to walk about well yet. Nellie still bad. Not able to touch food. Doctor gave me some mutton broth for her but she cannot take it. She keeps asking for Jenny.
WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 4th 1882 Slite fine weather. Nellie rather better. Spent most of the day on deck. The sights are getting very enjoyable. Stars innumerable and we have some good singing. Harry Cowap gives us some good songs and the chorus are well taken up, making the effect very pleasing amid the quiet and beauty of the night.
THURSDAY OCTOBER 5th 1882 Heat increasing, but extremely pleasant on deck. Nellie improving a little. Doctor gave me lime water for her. He is very kind and supplies patients with all the medical comforts he can. They say we are opposite the Straits of Gibralter. Have lost much time owing to contrary winds, but are pulling up a little. Now gone 205 miles in the last 24 hours.
FRIDAY OCTOBER 6th 1882 Have the sad news of a death to record. Mrs Casson who went to hospital this week died at noon today. She came from Waterford, Ireland, to Plymouth and was very sick and when in the depot seemed quite out of sorts and since we came on board she has been very bad. She sat down beside me on deck on Monday and asked me for a drink of water, which I gave her and soon after I heard she had gone to hospital (unfortunately hers was among the bunks that got flooded on Saturday). They removed her into the Captains cabin (at his request) to ensure more comfort and I hear the last few days, she was kept alive by champagne, so she lingered on until noon today. She leaves a little girl about Nellies age. Is to be buried tomorrow at 9.30. It has cast a gloom over us all. I hope we shall have no more such news to record. Nellie much better.
SATURDAY OCTOBER 7th 1882 Calm morning, all assembled on deck for the funeral. The body was placed in one of the boats last night and this morning the sailors lowered it onto the deck. When all was ready, one of the emigrants read the service (Roman Catholic). Then the Union Jack, which had formed a covering was removed and the body then lowered into the sea without even a splash, it was indeed a melancholy sight. The husband seemed to console himself with card playing, but my heart aches for the little one, though there are several families from the same place that takes charge of her in turn. There is much sickness owing to the severe weather. Preparing for service tomorrow.
SUNDAY OCTOBER 8th 1882 Sundays seem fated to be the worst days we have. The weather, so calm yesterday, has changed. We are going along at a rapid speed, but the rocking of the ship had bought on sickness and I have joined the number of sufferers. Nellie and I spent the afternoon in the bunk. Most miserable and Nellie would keep talking of them all at home, which added to my misery. I thought of them all together as we used to be on Sundays and now I am tossing about on the sea, ill and no quiet place to rest.
MONDAY OCTOBER 9th 1882 All the bad weather has vanished with Sunday. The sun is out and all seems brighter. I, that was so wretched yesterday, am much better in health and spirits and Nellie shares the change. Had our dinner on deck as it was so fine and enjoyed it immensely. Sat on the bulwarks in the evening watching the phosphorous in the water and then the stars. I thoroughly enjoyed myself till bedtime.
TUESDAY OCTOBER 10th 1882 Lovely day. Nellie much better. We are making better progress now. The Mate says they have made the same distance in five days, that we have done now in nearly 3 weeks, having had contrary winds and been tacking about so much. Today we have a fair wind. The sunset tonight was grand, the colours were splendid. One woman said it was worth the voyage to see.
WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 12th 1882 Came on deck early and saw people gazing at some indistinct object which proved to be the peak of Teneriffe and as we neared it, the view was grand. How I wished some of them at home could see it too. We had a good view of Santa Cruz lying in a valley surrounded by rocks. The colours and shades of which as we saw there in the sunshine impossible to describe. We can see the buildings indistinct in Santa Cruz and also the coastguard station and light house and large caves in the rocks. A large steamer apparently homeward bound is plainly visible and the peak of Teneriffe towering right above the clouds with a patch of snow on the summit. Some large rocks, very jagged, right out in the sea. Turning from the lovely view I saw a little distance from us, a very pitiful sight. A young Mother and Father watching their baby girl slowly dying. Such a bonny little thing she was. At Plymouth, it came to Nellie and wanted to kiss her. Quite healthy then. It has been ill for about a fortnight. Diarrhoea and teething. The lovely scenery is dimmed now. The Grandmother, a nice old lady apparently between 60 and 70, has watched by it at night during the past few days. She has been almost heartbroken. We are having deaths very quickly. This is two in less than a week and the tropics not passed yet. I feel alarmed for the children. Nellie is still very weak. I am thankful to be so well again myself, and able to attend to her.
FRIDAY OCTOBER 13th 1882 Mrs Barlow's baby buried at 8.30 this morning. I did not go to see. Nellie much better. All bustle and confusion. Our boxs are being brought up and we have 2 hours to take out what we require for the next 3 weeks. I wish I could sketch the scene. Everyone seems glad to see their property again. I found on searching ours, the apples we had left are nearly all decayed. Nellie wanted to keep several of her articles of clothing out that she quickly saw. Weather very fine.
SATURDAY OCTOBER 14th 1882 Beautiful weather and we are going along rapidly. Have now entered the tropics. Nellie is much better and running about quite lively today. We had a good bath this morning and found it very refreshing. Just been below and found our cabin deluged through the open port hole. I got clothing wet but the others had their bags drenched. Sailor caught a large tiger moth on the rigging. A beautiful colour and large as a full grown mouse. All our mess had tea on deck today and while in the midst of it (we were all enjoying it immenslely) Nellie had a large piece of apple tart in her hand and I some jam tart when Nellie held up her hand (tart in it) and said 'See Mama, Gempan' and on looking up I saw the Captain and Doctor looking down on us from the bridge laughing. I felt rather confused as I was afraid I should get scolded by the Doctor for letting Nellie eat the tart, but she craved for it so.
SUNDAY OCTOBER 15th 1882 Oh, what a splendid day. It really seems like Sunday. All have donned their tropical clothes. Sailors look so nice in their white suits. Roll called in, the first time all had to pass by the Doctor and the Captain. As names were called, two messes have one absent and another little one very ill in hospital. Doctor read the morning service and we sung two hymns. I enjoyed it greatly. Had all our meals on deck. Heat increasing very much. Expect to reach the line on Friday. I have never described how we are placed on board. The single men are at the fore part of the ship, or as they say, forard; married people, midship; single girls, aft. They have what they call the Poop deck to walk on. The single men, the forecastle, and we the maindeck. The single men are allowed to come amongst us at times, though they are supposed to come aft of the galley, but the single girls are not allowed to leave their place. There are 3 Matrons over there and 2 constables to fetch their food and wait upon them, so that they never leave their place for anything nor are the constables allowed to go among them. Everything goes down a slide to them. We have 3 constables too. Their duty is to see the places are kept clean and to keep order generally. The men are allowed to visit any relation they may have among the girls on Sunday afternoon. Excepting those occasions, they never meet. A young Irishman went to the Doctor today requesting leave to go aft to ee his intended. When the Doctor asked her name "Shame, I dont know", said the man, "but, if you'll let me go, I'll soon pick her out". He got permission
MONDAY OCTOBER 16th 1882 Heat getting dreadful down below. Cannot rest at night. Well, weather delightful. See lots of flying fish. Sit on deck nealy all day.
TUESDAY OCTOBER 17th 1882 Weather grand but so hot. Dreadful down below. Many sleeping on deck now. Sky lovely. Saw shoal of porpoises close to ship. Nellie much better. She talks daily of Granny and repeats all their names at home over and over. She calls ll little girls 'fairies'. Sighted Cape de Verde Island. Lots of Mother Careys chickens flying about. Had a concert on deck last night. Lasted till 10. Very good.
WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 18th 1882 Another little one died last night. Was buried this morning. It is very sad to think of a mother may be nursing her child at night and it may be buried next morning, so quickly do they bury. Mrs Lister's baby is very ill. Doctor says it is sunstroke. Several are suffering same way. The heat is intense and we are almost becalmed. William and I keep well.
THURSDAY OCTOBER 19th 1882 Scarcely a breath of air anywhere. Awnings spread but the sun is very powerful. Nellie keeps pretty well. Vessel scarcely moving. All women and children have to pass the Doctor 2 and 3 times during week now to see if there are any signs of disease. Listers baby very ill. Many children run barefoot and men too. William cuts a queer figure in his flannel trousers and white peaked hat. His shirt sleeves rolled up (also his trousers up to the knee), no shoes or stockings on sometimes. That completes his attire.
FRIDAY OCTOBER 20th 1882 Cool and pleasant on deck, but down below like a stove. Dread bedtime coming. A swallow rested on the ladders today, close to us. Seemed tired out. Beautiful moonlight now at night and we have some nice concerts.
SATURDAY OCTOBER 21th 1882 Good breeze makes it a little cooler. We drink lime juice plentifully now. Most of the children covered from top to toe with a rash, owing to the heat. I cannot describe the splendour of the tropical sky, though we see but little of it during the day. Awnings being spread where possible. Doctor still kept busy. We keep well, enjoy our food, which we vary with puddings, pies etc.
SUNDAY OCTOBER 22nd 1882 Another baby died early this morning. Buried at 8. Spreads a gloom over us to hear such news. Had the mustering then service. Weather hotter than ever. Sighted a large sailing vessel. We strain our eyes at such a sight. It is a welcome sight. We seem to have been a long time now gazing at unlimited space of sea and sky.
MONDAY OCTOBER 23rd 1882 Large waterspout broke near us this morning. Sails were taken in previous. They thought a tornado was coming. Had a bad night through heat and toothache. Nellie cannot rest, she gets so hot, she began chatting about 'Artie and the coal wagon' and 'Jenny and the swing'. She calls the cooking galley the 'Shop' owing I suppose to seeing all we eat, comes from there.
TUESDAY OCTOBER 24th 1882 William was on watch last night from 12 to 4. (watches are taken every night in turn). He awoke me at 4 to see the comet. It was well worth getting up to see. I had no idea of such a sight, so brilliant and such a great length and surrounded as it was by myriads of stars, many shooting about in every direction. Mrs Jackson, Lister and Castley were with us. We brought our chairs (we bought 2 folding chairs at Plymouth and they are such a comfort), on deck and sat watching the sky till 5 then went to our bunks and slept till 7 then began a day, full of sensation. Had not been on deck long when several sharks were sighted. Previous to that a shout was raised 'man overboard'. Some said they could see his arms waving. There certainly was a hat floating, but it proved to be the Captain's cork helmet that he had purposely thrown overboard to give the crew practice. Quickly a boat manned and the hat rescued, then as soon as the boat was hauled up again the cry went 'sharks, sharks' and we all rushed to the bulwarks. I saw the head and fins of one, then we were quickly hustled down below, the rain descended in torrents. They kept firing shots at the sharks, but did not succeed in catching any. When the Captain had his gun raised to shoot, a swallow alighted on the barrel. The poor birds are tired and seem so tame. Had to keep below owing to the continual downpour of rain, such as we have never seen at home. Some women had their husbands carrying tubs of rainwater down to hide under their bunks in readiness for washing the next day. The doctor getting wind of it, came in searching with a lantern. He went to one mess and they said 'they had none hid'. He searched however, and found one, had it taken away. In a few minutes, I heard a roar of laughter. He had just gone back to them, not being satisfied and discovered one more. That was taken away, then he requested them to shift the form they were sitting on, and underneath he found another. He took it good temperedly, considering he had, had so much trouble and they had tried to deceive him so. We had water enough (as I told him, when he searched our place), without having it standing in tubs, the deck was a complete puddle.
WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 25th 1882 Rain again. Much cooler, squalls driving us along rapidly, wind very strong, torn 2 sails to pieces. Very changeable. In an hour we may be becalmed. All our women sick again and turned into my bunk very bad for a while, but went on deck about 7.30 and stayed till 10 feeling much better. Beautifully fine and moonlight. I have great dread of the rats. Many have been seen, fortunately I have seen none yet.
THURSDAY OCTOBER 26th 1882 Been on board 5 weeks today. Mrs Roberts, next mess to ours, got a daughter. Both doing well. Went on deck early and weather was fine then, but soon had to run down again. You may go on deck and find the sun shining brightly and sea quite calm, then you may see far away a dark cloud and line across the sea, beyond that the waves are larger and larger than those near you. The sailors can tell you to a minute how soon the rain and the wind will reach us, this the latitude for rain and waterspouts. We are much behind time in reaching the equator. The winds are so unfavourable for us and sometimes we are becalmed. We stayed on deck till 10, beautifully moonlight and very calm then.
FRIDAY OCTOBER 27th 1882 Squally weather. Went on deck, fine then. Just got our chairs opened out and my sewing out when the constable came and said we must all be down in half an hour. Sailors began preparing for a storm, uncoiling ropes and taking in sail. We could see the rain in the distance. We did not get such a storm as expected, chiefly rain.
SATURDAY OCTOBER 28th 1828 Weather rather better. Had heavy rain during the night. Much cooler owing to Southerly winds. It seems strange to think of cool South winds and hot North winds but we are going towards the land of contra dec...... . William baled some water out of the sea for Nellie and I to have a cold bath. The water in the bathroom being always hot. It was very enjoyable.
SUNDAY OCTOBER 29th 1882 Nice morning. Mustered and inspected as usual then service. We are all going along splendidly now and the ship is very steady. After dinner Doctor's assistant distributed sweets among the children. There was a scramble. Nellie shouted with glee when she saw the bottles and held out her hands like the rest. Doctor stood on the Poop watching, seeming highly amused. Looks like Sunday today, all seems well and happy. We had a singing service. In the evening had sung 2 hymns, when Captain ordered all women and children down below. Squall coming. Went very dark. Put Nellie to bed and went on deck again. Wind sweeping us along grandly. Rain ceased, stayed till 10, saw two vessels pass, homeward bound. I watched them till the lights disappeared.
MONDAY OCTOBER 30th 1882 Quite squally. Took Nellie to the Doctor again. She coughs badly. Am afraid it will prove to be hooping cough. She says at night 'God bless Granny'. She repeated all their names at home then seemed thinking of some others. At last she added "and Unkin Ted then Harry and Sonie". If this wind keeps up, expect to cross the line tomorrow. Are now at latitude 2-10.
TUESDAY OCTOBER 31st 1882 Beautiful morning. Sun very hot, nice breeze. Crossed the equator between 10 and 11 today. Was about 12 mile behind when the log was published (as it is daily at 12). There was a deal of joking about it. Some believe it to be visible. One of the young men spread the rumour that there would be a steamer waiting to tug us across it and there would be many ships waiting their turn to be taken across. Some credited the story. The question was going about asking us "What were you doing when we crossed ?". I was mending up my warm dress ready for the cold weather again. The heat in the sun is intense. We have to keep well under the awnings. I have many a chase after Nellie. She darts about, heedless of sun and tropical heat and will not keep a hat on long. Together, if I tie them on ever so tightly, she runs away, pulls it off and hides it away among the ropes and presents herself laughing before me. The Doctor scolds her too but she does not care. A girl of 12 taken into hospital just now, in violent pain from cramp. Diarrhoea very prevalent. Sat watching the waves till 10, lovely night.
WEDNESDAY NOVEMBER 1st 1882 Going along splendidly. Gone 168 miles from 12 yesterday. Did 120 today. Mrs Roberts baby (born on board) died. Many children ill. Nellies cough still bad.
THURSDAY NOVEMBER 2nd 1882 Good breeze. Done 230 miles the last 24 hours. Getting through the tropics well. Mrs Roberts baby buried this morning. Nellies cough rather better. Doctor gave me some more sago and condensed milk to make puddings for her. She is a great favourite with the Captain. He often finds a peppermint for her. His manner is very gruff at times and he is not liked generally, but he is very kind to the children. He wanted to take Nellie on the bridge with him today but she would not go.
FRIDAY NOVEMBER 3rd 1882 Good breeze and nice weather. We are enjoying the voyage heartily now. On deck nearly all day and enjoy our food there too. We get our bread toasted. Sometimes it is a nice change. People who knew what emigration was years ago, would scarcely credit the comforts we have now. Of course it is rough but we can make many things to vary our diet. The bread is very good, tho' a little sour now, owing to the heat, certainly. When the ship rolls a good deal, we have the pleasure of having our tea soup and a seat rolling about and can scarcely keep our seats. One of us may have to make a grab at the tea pot, another the bread and butter but it causes a merry and hearty laugh. Some of the times one end of the table is empty and the next minute we have everything there that is not on the floor.
DAY NOVEMBER 4th 1882 We are quite busy at our mess today preparing tarts and cakes for tomorrow and doing a general clean up. We have usually done some cooking on Sunday but have decided in future to start on Saturday. Rained a little today but not much. The Captain was trying to coax Nellie to go up to him on the poop but could not induce her to do so. While he sent one of his boy sailors into his cabin for some lump sugar and when Nellie saw that she quickly came up to him. He kissed her and gave her some large lumps and she came back in high glee.
SUNDAY NOVEMBER 5th 1882 Raining fast when I went on deck to get toast done for breakfast. Cleaned up after we had muster and inspection. They would be amused at home to see us passing by the Doctor and Captain in rotation. The schoolmaster reading out our names. Our mess goes, William Parkin, wife, one child; William Jackson, wife, two children; B.T. Lister, wife, three children, and so our mess has passed and I often wonder if we shall all be there another mustering. Then comes service, then dinner. Then the young men are allowed to go and see their friends on the poop. It is amusing to see them dressing up to go. The sailors are regretting they cannot go too. They are not supposed to speak to them and are punished by fines if caught doing so, but somehow they have managed to send and receive notes from the girls. Harry Cowap has gone quite smart. We have had some toffy made as it's 5th of November and very good it is too, and a splendid sunset in lieu of fireworks.
MONDAY NOVEMBER 6th 1882 Much rain during the night. Plenty of water for us to wash our clothes. I washed a lot of towels and little things and William put them in the rigging to dry. They smell salty but are better than left dirty. There was fine fun on deck today. The young men dressed up a figure to represent our steward (who is greatly disliked) painted across his breast was 'Justice' in large letters and he had a sea biscuit fastened as a medal, beside being embellished in other ways, impossible to describe. The figure was borne shoulder high by a troupe with blackened faces headed by Harry Cowap. The procession started from the forecastle, followed up by the single men with concertinas and as much noise as possible. When they reached the main deck the Captain quickly stopped them. He was in a great rage. There was a regular stampede back again. Nellie was terrified. I had to take her below and remain there till they had dispersed. When they got back to the forecastle they had a Christy Minstrel entertainment. Nellies cough proves to be hooping cough and she has violent attacks. Doctor gave me some more medicine, sago etc. Just seen a large bird called a Booby, perched on the rigging.
TUESDAY NOVEMBER 7th 1882 Weather getting colder but very pleasant. We have been doing over 200 miles daily. The last 3 days had lots of fun on deck last night. The sailors began skipping and it was soon taken up by others. I should think many that had a good skip last night had not practiced the game for years. Then the ship's cook and Doctors assistant got a lot of the youngsters together and they had plenty of lively games. William and I turned into our berth about 10 and had fallen asleep when we were awakned by a strange noise and commotion and such screaming. On looking through the curtain we saw the Doctor and quite a crowd gathered and on the floor strugglung terribly lay our next messmate, Mrs Jackson in a kind of a fit. It appears she was just going to climb up to her bunk when a rat ran across her feet and she fell back, striking her head against the form. The fright caused the fit. She was a long time coming around and tore her hair out by handfulls. The rats are very numerous but I'm thankful I've never seen any yet and I try my best not to do so.
WEDNESDAY NOVEMBER 8th 1882 Mrs Jackson very ill from the effects of last night and Nellies cough no better. Doctor gave me a liniment to rub her back and chest with. Have had quite a hospital day, putting mustard plasters on Mrs Jackson and attending to her and Nellie alternately. Nellie dislikes her medicine greatly. I dread giving it to her. She says 'No nassy menson Mama'. A flying fish was caught on deck tonight. We see great numbers of them. Another baby 14 months old dead.
THURSDAY NOVEMBER 9th 1882 Ship signalled (Clyde) same course as ours. It is quite an event now to see a ship and we all heartily glad to get a sight of one though each so indistinct. Nothing but sea and sky and the birds. Plenty of mother Careys chicken and swallows. We are going along splendidly. It is grand to sit on the bulwarks and see the waves rolling away from the ships side, covered with foam and to feel that we are skimming along so well in our good stout ship, best of all with good health and nerves braced to a buoyancy that only the sea breeze can give. Nellies cough keeps bad but she bears up well. Poor little woman, Mrs Jackson a little better.
FRIDAY NOVEMBER 10th 1882 Wet cloudy morning. A large Albatross following us, wings apparently about 9 feet across. I got a good view of him as he came right alongside. Sighted a vessel a long way off. Had our box's up. Shall not see them again till a few days before landing.
SATURDAY NOVEMBER 11th 1882 Very wet and miserable morning. Vessel we saw yesterday came right alongside us this morning and heartily glad we were. It seemed such a treat to see other human beings, as we have seen none other than our ship mates since we left Plymouth. The vessel proved to be a smart American trader and very pretty she looked. All her canvas spread and the canvas so clean. She came close enough for us to read her name (Mary Whiltrick). They could not muster such a crowd as we did, being only the crew on her. They would think we were a large party. Everywhere seemed teeming with people. The single men crowded in the rigging and the girls all on the poop and such cheering and waving hats and the Captain spoke each other and she then moved away but kept alongside us some distance till we spread all sail and then soon left her behind. We have had to keep below more than ever today. The rain being succeeded by a white squall. Miserable on deck. I prepared the food ready for tomorrow. Made our last apples up in a tart and some cakes and a marmalade tart. When I had finished, Nellie came to me wet through. I had to change all her things and put her in a bath. The Doctor came around just now and said 'Mrs Parkin, I saw your youngster on deck in the rain, nothing on her head and suffering from the hooping cough too', so I told him I had been busy cooking and she had run on deck un-noticed. I told him I had bathed her, changed all her clothes. 'Thats right then' he said. He is very watchful and attentive to the children.
SUNDAY NOVEMBER 12th 1882 Very squally and cold. Cant keep warm below and not fit to be on deck at all. No mustering or service. Went on deck for a little air after tea but could not stand it long. Lots of Cape Pigeons, Albatross and Molly Hawks flying around. Cape Pigeons are very pretty, such pretty doppled wings. It looks dreary all around. The sky a leaden colour.
MONDAY NOVEMBER 13th 1882 Rain and wind with heavy sea. Ship rolling dreadfully. Sat in the bunk all day with Nellie as its the safest place. Things are flying about so we had secured all on our table but a bottle of pickles and that soon came down covering Williams coat. He was sitting astride a form trying to read. The ship gave a heavy roll and off, the form started with him. It came into collision with another then another roll and back he came bang up against the ships side. I could not help laughing, he looked so droll but he stuck to the form. Nellie screamed out "Oh, my Dada". She was afraid. Soon after that I heard the galley was on fire. I felt alarmed at that, but the firemen soon had it out. The rolling had caused it. The fire brigade practice every Saturday just as though there was a fire. The jets play into the sea. The fire bell rings and the men rush out and the pumps are going in a few minutes.
TUESDAY NOVEMBER 14th 1882 assed a rough night tossing from side to side in our bunks. Rougher now than yesterday. Nellie and I stayed in the bunk during the day as it would have been impossible to stand. Its dreary work to stay there all day but its by far the safest place as there is continually something falling about. The seas break over the decks with great force. There has been a lot of accidents today. One man got his eye cut, another his hand, one knocked down on deck and badly bruised. Several others injured slightly. I never saw such a heavy sea. It is terrible to look at the mountains of water we rise out of and meet again. The ship tossing about like a cork
WEDNESDAY NOVEMBER 15th 1882 almer today. Went on deck with Nellie, well wrapped up as it's blistering cold. The Captain has had some swings put up for the children, so Nellie had one and was very unwilling to leave it. There was plenty of rain water in the tanks so I got a tub from the sailors and washed some things. It is better to do if possible as they would laid dirty in the bags.
THURSDAY NOVEMBER 16th 1882 right sun, feels like a touch of English winter, keen air, decks quite dry and beautifully clean after the rain, and sea was king. Then and we all unable to dirty them. They are well scrubbed daily, but so many of us soon makes them look dirty again. Nellie saw the Captain standing on the poop and he tried to coax her up but she would not go, so he came down and carried her into his cabin, showed her the pictures and a pretty canary then gave her a lot of sugar. She was delighted. We have just the old trouble with her climbing as at home. We have a large cannon near the poop (to be fired in case we are in distress). I often find her playing horses on that. I'm most afraid of her climbing the bulwarks. Mrs Lord confined of a son.
FRIDAY NOVEMBER 17th 1882 Fne weather and light wind. We are scarcely moving along, but it is pleasant to be able to go on deck and stay nearly all day. Many are the conjectures as to when we reach our destination. Some say not before Xmas. Certainly not at the rate we are going now, but the wind changes often and a good one to drive us on for a few days, would make a change of opinion. Nellies cough is not better. Doctor changed her medicine today. William had a bottle too, not being well the last few days.
SATURDAY NOVEMBER 18th 1882 Welcome change. We are cutting through the water rapidly. It is grand to look over the ships side and see how swiftly and steadily we are going and then to look up the masts and see every sail filled out. I do wish they at home could take a glimpse of us. I'm sure they would be delighted to see our ship. The mast head seems a dizzy height for the sailors to reach but they often have to go up. I pitied one poor lad today. He was sent up 4 times. We have had a good negro entertainment tonight. Commenced 6.30 on the main deck. They did their business well. Had a violin, bones and tamborine. They draped a sort of stage with the ships flags and borrowed a dozen chairs. They looked well when the curtain was drawn and there they all sat. Plenty of frills and alltogether a good get up. They afforded us any amount of fun and we laughed till our sides ached. Nellie quickly recognised Harry Cowap through his burnt cork and also James Killip and kept calling to them. Harry Cowap is a really good singer and he has a good selection of songs. He sang 'Far away' and 'See that my grave's kept green' and 'Blue Alsatian Mountain'. Killip sang 'Thy voice is near me in my dreams' and 'In the days of old' and he was equally good. He sang with great taste, quite like a finished vocalist. Harry is well liked aboard. He is such a careless, good hearted fellow but very reckless, quite a favourite with all the sailors and in every scrape he can possibly get into, quite in contrast to Killip, who is a thorough steady going. Manxman is equally good natured but quieter and all together of a more reliable nature than poor careless Harry whom I hear has lost all his money at cards and is offering his breast pin in a raffle, but I'm quite straying from the concerts. To conclude they had a farce, the barbers shop. I had lent my folding arm chair for the conductors use but rather regretted it when I saw the knock about business commence. However when William received it, plentifully smeared with whitewash, fast intact, I was relieved. Nellie at the commencement, cried out "Dats my Mama's chair". I thought of poor old Ted. He would have been in his element among them. We went below at the conclusion and I put Nellie to bed. Went on deck again and sat on the bulwarks watching the sea and sky till 4 bells went (10 o'clock) then we retired.
SUNDAY NOVEMBER 19th 1882 Had a good tossing in the night, being calm when we went to bed. We left a lot of things on the table and William had to turn out about 4 o'clock to gather up the rolling articles and secure them, luckily we had put our tarts and which we had prepared for today in our lockers or we would have been left lamenting them. William said at dinner today they will be just about be dining at home. We are in the same meridian as Greenwich, a week or two ago it was quite dark, now it is light at 8. I have just taken Nellie for her share of sweets. It is amusing to see the rush the youngsters make to them. Nellie holds out both hands for them and they quickly disappear when she gets them, then she is ready for raisons. We get them issued out on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, together with flour. The raisons are splendid fruit.
MONDAY NOVEMBER 20th 1882 Just change of weather, no wind and a warm sun shining. We are able to sit on deck comfortably. The sea is like a fish pond, scarcely a ripple, and birds innumerable, are flying around us. We have a new species of bird in sight now. They are called whale birds. It is said they follow a whale. It is reported yesterday that a whale was spouting near us, but I dont know whether it was correct or not. Doctor Bremners assurance that a sea voyage would greatly benefit me is being verified. I never felt so well. The meat I never touch, but have capital relish for the other food. Our Doctor told me today he could see I had gained flesh. I went to him for something for my arm, as it has been rather painful lately. The medicine I brought with me being done.
TUESDAY NOVEMBER 21st 1882 Little wind with a white mist with drizzling rain. Cleaned up at noon, but as it was so cold on deck, we stayed below and I read some Chambers Journals then made some cakes to have hot for tea. We are as anxious to get something hot now as we were to get cold a short time ago. At night I take a pint pannikin, filled with bread and get boiling water poured over it, then mix with a table spoonful of condensed milk, makes us a nice supper. Nellie enjoys it very much. Her cough is much better now and she has grown taller. She is well noted for mischief all over the ship.
WEDNESDAY NOVEMBER 22nd 1882 Strong wind and heavy sea, bitterly cold. Cannot go on deck. There was snow this morning. We have to sit in our bolsters and shawls to keep warm below and many are the wishes for a nice warm fire. Our feet get so cold. Nellie is wearing her long hose and gaiters over and her coat and furs. Then she came to me crying with her little red hands. I got her some hot milk and bread and she soon ran away again. Again all night the waves kept dashing against the portholes making our corner quite dark for an instant, and the noise of the water when it strikes the ship is terrible. I have lost all fear now but at first I used to think the ship would be dashed to pieces.
THURSDAY NOVEMBER 23rd 1882 Good wind. Done 286 miles last 24 hours, cannot go on deck, seas washing over continually and bitterly cold. Nellies cough is greatly aggravated by the cold, but with that exception we all keep good health. When we get very cold indeed, we make coffee and that warms us up for a while.
FRIDAY NOVEMBER 24th 1882 Strong gale, rain and snow. I went on deck well wrapped up for a little while o watch the sea and a good spectacle it was. Waves like huge mountains and foam like snow, our ship flying through them like a cork, driven by the wind, The sky a dull leaden colour. I could not stay long, nor was it safe. The sea at times over the deck. Done 250 miles. Passed Cape of Good Hope.
SATURDAY NOVEMBER 25th 1882 Weather repetition of yesterday. Done 253 miles. That speed kept up, will soon land us at Sydney. The Mate says it may probably last a week then falls. It is gratifying to know we are going fast, but we don't like being cooped up down below so much. I keep my warm jacket on alltogether now and this is a great comfort. I wish we could have sent off a letter during our voyage as we expecred to do, but they say it is steamers that put off letters.
SUNDAY NOVEMBER 26th 1882 No going on deck again today. Captain and Doctor called a roll below. Captain said as he lifted Nellie in his arms that she was getting very light and asked me if I was taking care of her. He does not seem to think anyone should be ill on board a ship. She is certainly thinner owing to her hooping cough but not near so reduced as some of the children are with it. The cold is very much against it. The baby born on the 16th is doing well but cries terribly when the ship rolls badly. Distance 254 miles. Are in latitude 46, longitude 34-20.
MONDAY NOVEMBER 27th 1882 No change in the weather. The sails are not squared so we do not rock so much. Makes it a little better. Distance 245 miles.
TUESDAY NOVEMBER 28th 1882 Heavy continuous rain adding greatly to our discomfort. The air is so damp, making the cold cling to us more. we are still keeping a good pace. 248 miles on the log today.
WEDNESDAY NOVEMBER 29th 1882 Decks covered with snow. Sighted Crozet Island. It was also covered with snow. The season is summer in these parts. What the winter will be like I should not care to prove. The Bosun told us today we were in 53 South so that accounts for the excessive cold (as further south we go on this side of the equator, the colder it is). They have on the log, Lat 53-4-1, Long 47-5, distance 295 miles. The best one we have made. The Captain ought not to go further than 46 South but he is keeping this wind to make up for lost time. They think we may reach Sydney in 15 days. I went on deck a little while this afternoon and the sun was shining brightly. The sky quite a glittering blue and the sea the same colour. It looked icy cold all around though the sun was out. The ship seems to be almost flying. We should record a good score tomorrow if she keeps this pace. Poor little Nellie cried with cold hands and feet. I took her into the engine house and she got well warmed. Harry Cowap was there too, getting a toasting. He said he could not keep warm any how.
THURSDAY NOVEMBER 30th 1882 Wind light again, still cold. We had a dance last night, below. Two single men came to play the violins for us. We enjoyed it immensely. When Nellie went to bed I joined the dancers until after 10. We had Roger de Coverly Scotch reels, Irish Jigs and almost every kind of dance. I had a bad cold and had never been warm all day, but the dancing warmed me and made our place warmer alltogether. I have had to live on sago etc today. My throat is so sore, nearly all of us admit they prefer the tropics to this. We could enjoy ourselves on deck then. Now we don our warmest clothing and still keep shivering. Distance only 199 miles
FRIDAY DECEMBER 1st 1882 Rather warm today, the sun is shining and light wind. The Doctor gave me medicine to gargle for my throat. It is very painful. Mrs Mayo confined of a son, both doing well. We have made a greater distance than we thought. The log gives 207 miles. There are many guesses and also bets made as to what it will be before it is published. Nellie and I spent a short time on deck today watching the birds.
SATURDAY DECEMBER 2nd 1882 Cold and squally, seas washing over continually. We are all getting heartily tired of this. Being kept below, day after day. Distance 218 miles.
SUNDAY DECEMBER 3rd 1882 Worse than ever. I had a very rough night. Could hear the sailors hauling the ropes all night long and hear them singing away through the noise of the wind and the waves and rolling moveables. The sea is very heavy and mountainous waves keep breaking over continually. We are in dry quarters at present, but at the opposite end to us, they are quite the reverse. When the men went to the galley with the tea pots for hot water, they came down in various plights, some drenched, some bruised. The sea had knocked one man down and rolled him from side to side. Mr Castley was knocked down with two pots of hot water in his hands. He narrowly escaped scalding. One poor child got its head scalded. It was standing near the hatch as the men were coming down and one man fell, the contents of the teapot going over the childs head. We had no serious mishap with our lot but had to tie the pots fast. When we did get them, the sailors carried 4 buckets of water out of the Doctors cabin and surgery. The single womens quarters were deluged. 21 bunks flooded out, beds and bedding saturated. Distance 268 miles.
MONDAY DECEMBER 4th 1882 Still rough. Nellie and I stayed in the bunk till near dinner time. Another arrival amid the squalls in the shape of a fine boy. Makes the third boy born on board.
TUESDAY DECEMBER 5th 1882 Rather warmer but still rough. William was on watch from 10 to 12. Distance 248 miles.
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 6th 1882 I might just write ditto, as the day latterly are pretty nearly alike. We hail a meal gladly as a relief from the monotony more than relish, for we cannot enjoy our food. Now we cannot go on deck and breathe the fresh air. We sigh now for the bright sunny days we spent entirely on deck, but we have the satisfaction of knowing we are going rapidly along. Distance today is 250 miles. Lat 47-17, Long 94-37. Nellie startled us at tea time. She wanted to go in the bunk, so I lifted her in, and directly remembered my satchell was there. I quickly took it away as it contained my sewing materials, medical bottles and so. I examined it to see if she had taken anything out, but all seemed as before, so I resumed my tea. When William, on looking up to Nellie, cried out, 'she has got my razor there'. She had it open as if to shave. William had put it in the satchell and her quick fingers had seized on the most dangerous article. She cut her cheek slightly, but I was thankful no worse happened.
THURSDAY DECEMBER 7th 1882 No change in the weather. We shipped some tremendous seas during the night. We have all the hatches closed but the water still keeps coming down. I could hear it washing about as the ship rolled last night. To us, lying as we do at the ships side, we get the noise of the waves in their full force. I often think, as I lie, 'what very little there is between us and the world of water' but I feel very safe generally. I did hold my breath 2 or 3 times last night wondering if the ship could stand against such force. The sailors say there never was a better one built for rough weather. We had very little canvas spread yesterday, but have more today. Distance 292 miles.
FRIDAY DECEMBER 8th 1882 Calm sea and light wind with warm sun. William, Nellie and I had a brisk walk on deck and heartily glad we are to be able to do so. Then Nellie joined some little ones in a ring. I remarked to the Doctor what a lovely morning it was. He answered, 'yes its rather too lovely. I would rather have you all down below with a howling wind round you than lessen the speed'. It is rumoured we shall reach Sydney in 9 days. We stayed on deck nearly all day. When Nellie had gone to sleep I went up again and stayed till 9.30. Distance 243 miles.
SATURDAY DECEMBER 9th 1882 Beautiful weather. Most of us on deck. Captain took Nellie on the poop then sent one of the single girls to tell me to go for her. It is quite a privilege to go there and I had never been up. They all seem very happy. They have a good swing fixed up. Several of the girls came to speak to me and asked me to have a swing, which I declined, but the Captain said 'Oh have one', So I had, and enjoyed it too. Nellie did not seem to approve of it, she turned her head away, then he took her into his cabin and gave her a lot of sugar. She went back to him 3 times during the day and each time got sugar. He is very fond of little girls, but Nellie is a special favourite, but boys he wont tolerate. I hear he has never reared a daughter but has 2 sons. I felt amused when I came on deck today as the Mate said 'Oh, now we'll get a fair breeze when you have ventured on deck little woman'. I hear that is the way I'm described by those that dont know my name. The least woman on the ship. So I measured today with Mrs Roberts in the next mess and felt rather gratified on finding it was not so. I was half an inch taller than her. Went on deck again in the evening and it was raining and misty. Wind getting up. They had taken in the skysails so must expect more wind.
SUNDAY DECEMBER 10th 1882 Fine bright morning and good wind. Went on deck for muster. It seems a long time since we had an inspection on deck. The sea looks grand all covered with foam. Stayed on deck till 8 bells (12 o' lock) then went below for dinner. We are off the Australian coast today. Nearest point Cape Lewin. After tea, Mrs Lister and I got permission to go on the poop and we had a look at the single girls quarters below. They are much better accommodated than we. The baths and several other parts are just in for first class passengers. The fact they occupy the part of the ship that 1st class passengers would. The Captain allows two plum puddings daily (from his cook) to each mess, then he gives a pot of jam to the girl that guesses the distance we make in a day. Several of them have won it. Nellie got some sugar and after, joining in the singing service. Reported distance 218 miles.
MONDAY DECEMBER 11th 1882 Wet drizzly day. Have to keep below. Not sailing very fast. Distance 186 miles.
TUESDAY DECEMBER 12th 1882 Still wet but a little warmer. Went on deck a short time.
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 13th 1882 Weather much warmer but we cannot keep on deck long. Beginning to clean up the ship and as is the custom when nearing port.
THURSDAY DECEMBER 14th 1882 No material change in the weather. We busy ourselves now by talking of landing. I have begun to crotchet William a Tam O'Shanter cap to go ashore in. Distance 272 miles.
FRIDAY DECEMBER 15th 1882 Very hot but good wind. Heavy sea. They expect we should sight Tasmania tomorrow. The carpenter has been at work today getting a landing place fixed. They say a Doctor will come on board before we drop anchor. The Mate says this has been the worst and longest voyage they have made. We are overdue at Sydney and they will be anxiously looking out for us. We have a disease on board that will necessitate our being quarantined. That is one blessing.
SATURDAY DECEMBER 16th 1882 Wretchedly wet morning. A great shouting was raised just now. I wondered what caused it. William ran on deck to see and it turned out they had sighted Tasmania. It was only like a cloud, then the rain ceased about noon and then we had an enjoyable time on deck. The sun was out and it was delightfully warm and the sky beautiful and what is better in our eyes it is an Australian sky what we have been so long travelling towards. Nellie enjoyed herself running about above the decks. We went on the forecastle to see the anchors they had ready. They are tremendous. Huge through, and one is hung over the side ready.There is a splendid view around from the forecastle but I should not care to be there in rough weather. Then we walked along the bridge to the poop, so we had gone from the stem to stern. Distance 242 miles. The land did not become very distinct. We went on deck again after Nellie fell asleep. The night was delightful and many stars shining. We saw the Southern Cross for the first and the comet faintly visible. Mrs Castly and I were sitting on the bulwarks chatting away when William came up and said "I've been having a game of cribbage with the carpenter in the single mens hospital when the Doctors assistant came and told us he had orders from the Doctor to prepare it, as there would be Mrs Castley coming in tonight". Mrs Castley and I had a good laugh. She had not the least idea of going in then.
SUNDAY DECEMBER 17th 1882 Glorious day, not too warm. It made us all turn out on deck. Had muster and service. We expect it will be the last on board. Mrs Castley (contrary to her expectations) went into hospital in the evening and I went to stay with her, as the nurse was ill. It is a more comfortable hospital than the one below. The occupant in that is Mrs McCan, just recovering from paerperal fever. There are only two bunks in this one. We had a good laugh when we shut ourselves in for the night. The Doctor had brought a plentiful supply of arrowroot condensed milk, tea and lump sugar and a tin of beef tea. We laughed till we were tired then went to bed and slept till 4.30. Then I got up and made some tea. We had also a nice spirit lamp and kettle.
MONDAY DECEMBER 18th 1882 Beautiful morning. Mrs Castley lingered on till about 6.30. Then came another emigrant. A fine little girl. The nurse was able to come then but could not stay through the night so I stayed. The Doctor sent a large easy chair for me to sit in and I did not take off my clothes. We had our boxs up during the day to take out our shore going clothes. I took out my album, glad to peer at the dear old faces. Nellie too was pleased to see them. We are nearly becalmed. Mrs Langshaws Baby died last night.
TUESDAY DECEMBER 19th 1882 Had a very rough night. Mrs Castley and baby capital. I began vomiting during the night and was worse than ever I had been during the voyage. We have a dreadful sea and wind ahead. The ship pitches terribly. The scene in our hospital was worth seeing. The easy chair containing, saw me going to and fro from side to side of the hospital and the things on the table tumbling about in awful confusion. The spirit lamp ran from one end of the line it was suspended from. In the other I had to heat some sago bats. It was all work to do it. My sickness prostialed me so much that I had to give up in the hospital. Mrs Jackson from mess relieved me. I went to my bunk and Wiliam got me some brandy. I shall never forget that night and day. The vessel is considerably lighter now. So much of her cargo being consumed and that together with a strong headwind and rough sea gives us the tossing we had. Tons of water came over. There was several accidents. One man was just emerging from the hatchway when he was pitched right to the bulwarks, crushing his chest badly and cutting his ankle. A child was scalded with tea and several others got bruises. Nellie was in the bunk with me. She wanted me to put her shawl on and then she said she would go to the Doctor for some 'menson' for me. Albatros caught and measures 9 feet across the wings.
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 20th 1882. [ nothing written ]
THURSDAY DECEMBER 21st 1882 Great preparations such as scrubbing the bulwarks and cleaning up generally. Mrs Walker joined Mrs Castley in hospital was confined of a son. They think we shall drop anchor tomorrow. Sighted land about 6 tonight and Jarvis Bay Lighthouse about 9. We were all eagerly looking for it. They turned the ship right round and all we are doing now is beating from the land. Only 70 miles from Sydney. We have a headwind. If we had a fair wind we should soon run in. It is a grand night, so moonlight. Captain and all officers are watching on the bridge. My sickness has ceased but I feel weak. Mrs Roberts took my watch in hospital tonight.
FRIDAY DECEMBER 22nd 1882 Lovely morning. Some say we shall go into Port to night, others not till morning. The steward gave no salt meat out today. They expect we shall have fresh tomorrow. About 8 pm. we sighted the coast. They say it is Botany Bay. We could see strips of sandy beach glittering in the moonlight. We are about 20 miles from Sydney now. I stay in hospital tonight. The patients are not so well tonight. Going rather misty when I went up to look before turning in for the night.
SATURDAY DECEMBER 23rd 1882 Thick fog. All night the fog horn was blown. We all quite expected to see Sydney by day break and it is disappointing, we cannot see a yard from the ship. I thought, what a good chance. I should have to see land early, being up all night, but the fog covers all. Mrs Fisher came on deck at 1 am, to look for land, however the fog gradually cleared and at noon it was clear. About 10 the Doctor told me to go to my bunk and make up for the nights rest I had lost. So, went and was soon asleep. When I was awakened by Mrs Fisher calling me, she said the tug boat had come to take us into Harbour. I quickly dressed and ran on deck and there she was. The 'Glenelg'. The excitement was intense. We crowded everywhere on deck to see what was to be seen. The Captain of the Glenelg called out to ours "We'll tow you in if you like", and as he agreed, quickly a monstrous rope was attached, and then there was nothing to fear from contrary winds etc as during our long voyage. They threw us a package of newspapers on board and never was newspaper more gladly hailed. We soon sighted a long stretch of land and the Mate pointed out this faintly visible, some large rocks, Sydney Heads. The scenery opened out as we went along, grand beyond all description. Lovely bays and islands covered with beautiful foliage, some men passing us in a little boat, threw on board some Australian holly with dark glossy leaves and in lieu of berries, a pretty red flower. I cannot describe the feeling that came over me on seeing vegetation again. It seemed so long since I saw a flower or a green leaf. That alone was a welcome sight to me. The scenery for about 5 miles surprised and delighted all, and loud were their expressions of admiration on all sides. Then the boats and steamers became more numerous and one Union Jack was twisted and all the sails stowed. I could not help thinking as I watched the sailors stowing them though we had seen them furled so often. We might never see the good old ship in full sail again. Then the pilot came on board, a bitter but stout man. Our Captain shook hands with him then presenting him to us said "This is a specimen of Australian beef and mutton". Then quickly followed the Doctor we had to muster on deck and pass before him. Our Doctor said he was very proud of us for with few exceptions, all look the picture of health and happiness. Lots of small boats came round us, some threw us fruit and others, flowers. All in the steamers waved their handkerchiefs or hats. One lady in what seemed to be a private steamer, waved a basket of lovely ferns that appeared to be a picnic party and the dresses worn were very pretty. Oh, how I wish those at home could be with us now. The sky so beautiful and sunny and the grand scenery around. We dropped anchor opposite Port Denison, surrounded by many other ships who were very near us. As soon as we anchored, Harry Cowap stood on the fore capstan and sang 'Our Jacks come home from sea today' and all took up the chorus. The crews on the ships around cheering us heartily. This day makes amends for many uncomfortable ones we have passed on board and will live in our memories while life lasts.
SUNDAY DECEMBER 24th 1882 Beautiful day when I awoke this morning. I heard someone say 'we've got a headwind again'. I thought surely I haven't been dreaming we were in port, but the thought passed as quick as it came. I heard someone answer 'bother the headwind'. We dont mind them now. Mrs Castleys friends came on board before 7 o'clock and brought lots of fruit, bananas, pears,oranges etc and good accounts of trade. It is nice to be in Port to watch the ships around and steamers continually passing, loaded with people who give us a cheer as they pass. At 8 o'clock an order was issued that no friends were allowed to come on board. And many boatloads come and go away again, disappointed. It is Christmas Eve and nothing more unlike it could be imagined, seeing it as we have done previously. I am spending the night in hospital. My patients are doing well and are now asleep and I am writing letters home, till early morning. They will despatch any letters or newspapers free of cost to Great Britain. Mr Wise, Immigration agent, told us to have them ready by 4 am tomorrow. The scenery at night is so beautiful. I can scarcely leave it and go to bed. I keep going out of hospital to take another peep. Sydney and suburbs with its lights and hills around beautifullw wooded. There is no moon but it is not very dark at night now.
MONDAY DECEMBER 25th 1882 Tis Christmas in Old England. Tis Christmas on the sea (in the language of a well known poet). Those lines popped into my head, first thing this morning. Fancy Christmas day. Very hot and all the trees I can see from here, covered in lovely foliage. I made a plum pudding yesterday and got the Captains cook to boil it with the cabin puddings all night. It turned out very good. We had a nice dinner party. Harry Cowap and Jim Killip dined with us. Harry said a month ago if we were on board Christmas day he should come and dine with us. They had to bring their own knives, forks and plates and we all enjoyed it immensely. Some cases of oranges and apples were sent on board for us and distributed after dinner. Boats laden with people continually came to the ships side. A sailor is stationed at the ladder, to call out the names of the people asked for. One boat capsized, the water being rather rough and the boat heavy laden. Four men were launched into the sea. Our Captain instantly ordered the lifeboat to be put out and they were soon rescued. I wonder there are no more accidents. The boats are so light. There are beautiful yachts keep passing and sailing boats that look like butterflys on the water. It is amusing to hear them call out from passing boats. Things we have been used to hearing such as "Single men for butter" or "now for Bargoo" (porridge) showing they have passed through the same routine as we. We hear it will no doubt be Thursday before we leave the ship. Owing to the hollidays all business is suspended. The bag went before I had finished all I had intended to post. I had part written a letter to Sheffield but had to leave it out. Mrs. Nunns baby died today.
TUESDAY DECEMBER 26th 1882 Boxing Day, a quiet day for pleasure here. Steamers pass rapidly one after another laden with gaily dressed people. Girls in light pompadoars and enormous white hats. Several bands of music passed and each gave us an appropriate tune. One played "Cheer boys cheer" (and cheer we did too) then "Home sweet Home" and "Auld Lang Syne" and Nellie has heard so much "Hurrahing" lately, that she is quite ready to shout when she sees any excitement. She shouted with the rest when first land was sighted. We get plenty of fresh food, beautiful bread, beef, mutton, vegetables, milk, etc. Much more than we can eat. The single girls went off in a steamer this morning. So that is the first break up of the party. Some were shedding tears at leaving the ship. They are going to the depot. We were told today that we might go ashore for a few hours tomorrow but we should have to pay our fares to and from the ship, so a lot of us agreed to pay so much each and engage a steamer, to take us ashore and bring us back at night.
WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 27th 1882 Very hot. Am busy getting ready to go ashore. Nellie is going to stay in the hospital. Mrs. Roberts is taking charge of her. About 3 we came off and once on the steamer we have had a good look at the 'Peterborough' from the outside. The Captain hales and stood watching us off and after giving three good cheers for them, we were off. Soon Princess stairs landing stage. There was Mr. Castleys friend waiting and bid us hearty welcome to Sydney. There was quite a crowd to see us land and all seemed surprised to see such a lot of well dressed people. No one would have thought we had just come on an Emigrant Ship. The first place we steered was the G.P.O. I omitted to mention that we passed before the Commissioner before leaving the Ship and was asked whether we had any complaints to make. As William, Nellie and I passed and answered what questions were asked, a telegram was handed to us from Brisbane, Mr. Potts just said there was those letters awaiting us at the G.P.O. He must have seen a notice of the arrival of our ship and wired at once. On arriving we found letters from Mr. P. Lired and Annie, each one urging us to go straight to Brisbane and they would keep us till we got settled and we were to wire back if we decided to start and they would meet us. We were pleased to receive such letters on arriving in a strange land but thought it best not to start from Sydney. On leaving the ship I liked the appearance of Sydney, but we could not find a suitable house. The rents where we were making enquiries were 20/-, 25/- and 30/- per week. Our friends took us to a Grand place for tea. Really a aristocatic place, large room with marble topped table, beautifully set out with plates. Mr. Williams handed the Menu to me but it was beyond my comprehension. I selected what appeared to me the simplest and enjoyed ourselves thoroughly. The tea alone drank out of nice cups and after so long using our tin ware was a treat in itself. We went back to the ship about 7.30 after a most enjoyable day (I felt funny walking on dry land at first but that soon wore away). We took some mutton chops aboard with us. 4d per pound.
THURSDAY DECEMBER 28th 1882 Mr. Castley and William went ashore at eight this morning to look for a house so that we could move our luggage. The steamer came back at night but our men were missing. Mrs. Castley was very uneasy but I was not. I felt sure they must have got too far away to catch the steamer and it was not safe to venture in a small boat as the sea was rather rough. I sat on the bulwark till eleven then I knew they would not come after that, so I went into hospital and to bed.
FRIDAY DECEMBER 29th 1882 At eight came the missing ones as I expected. They missed the steamer and put out in a little boat but had to turn back, the sea being too rough. They brought a lot of beautiful fish for breakfast and have succeeded in getting a nice house in Woolahra 15/- per week and we could .....[ END
PETERBOROUGH: Built approx 1875, and 1680 tons.
Master: William Gardner;
Surgeon: H.C. Button;
Matron: Mrs Stevens.
ADULTS CHILDREN
marr single 1-12 U 1 total
M F M F M F M F
EMBARKED 65 65 100 73 65 57 3 9 437
DEATHS - 1 - - 2 1 2 2 8
65 64 100 73 63 56 1 7 429
BIRTHS 4 2 6
TOTALS 65 64 100 73 63 56 5 9 435
William John PARKIN 31.12.1853 - 3.2.1938 Mary Ann PARKIN (nee DEAR) 12. 7.1856 - 6.1.1944
married 24.6.1877 at St Stephens Church of England, City road Manchester, Eng.
And their two children were;
1. Ellen PARKIN 1.9.1880 - 16.8.1963.b. 12 King St, Manchester. ENG married John McSKIMMING
on 28.2.1903 at Summer Hill, SYD.
2. Winnifred PARKIN 30.5.1888 - 22.11.1966.b. Woolloongabba Qld married Frederick B HOLLINGWORTH
on 30.4.1909 at Dorrigo. NSW
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2006… the original handwritten diary is in the possession of Shirley Freeman of Woolgoolga