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Dear John
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Sunday
John I thought you'd come sneaking back over the weekend.
CarolI'm not sneaking. I've come for my things.
John It was a pretty cowardly way to go, leaving a note. Didn't you have the guts to say it face-to-face?
Carol Goddamit, John, I wanted to talk to you. I was in such a state and you didn't come home. Again! That night, of all nights, you had to go drinking.
John We were OK till you went to university. Now you've turned into a ratbag bloody feminist.
Carol I'm not a feminist, John. I'm a woman. And that's a whole lot better than being a drunken slob.
John That's lovely, isn't it! I have a beer after work a couple of nights a week . . .
Carol Until God knows how late!
John And a game of golf on the weekend . . .
Carol And come home reeking of liquor!
John While you, Miss Goody-Bloody-Two-Shoes, spend all your time on that blasted course. What happened to home comforts?
Carol What about my home comforts? Do you think I can attend lectures all week and spend my spare time being the little woman? I've got to study, damn you! Are you too stupid to see it would have been good for both of us?
John It was always going to come to that, wasn't it. I wasn't stupid till you stepped up in the world, was I? Well I'm not stupid now! You can take what you want and get out.

 

Bus Stop
John Carol? What are you doing here?
Carol Waiting for the bus, obviously.
John Have you been to the office?
CarolI wanted to see somebody.
John Who? Have you been telling everyone about us?
CarolI worked there too, remember. I'll visit when I want to.
JohnI want you to come home, Carol.
Carol Shh! Not here, John.
John Look, I'll change. You'll see. It'll be good again, just like it used to be.
Carol Only until you feel secure again.
John I'll let you keep on with the course.
Carol You're unbelievable, John. I don't need your permission. I'm my own person now and I like it.
John Carol, Carol, do you hate me so much?
Carol Of course I don't hate you. I never did. I just can't live with you, that's all.
John You know I love you, don't you.
Carol For God's sake, John, not here, not now.
John Will there be another time? – Well, will there?
Carol Maybe. We'll see.
John I'll do anything for you. Give me a chance.
Carol Look . . .
John A month. Give it a month and see how you feel. Isn't it worth a chance?
Carol All right. In a month. We'll meet then.

 

A Month Later
John You look well, Carol
Carol Hello John.
John I've missed you.
Carol I've missed you too. I suppose we got used to each other. How are you coping?
John Well enough, I suppose. I've got a lot to learn. I guess I took you pretty much for granted.
Carol I guess you did.
John Have you reconsidered?
Carol No, John. I'm sorry, really sorry. There weren't any dramatic problems, were there? We just drifted apart.
John It was that course of yours that started the trouble.
Carol You're probably right, but not for the reason you think. When I needed your support it wasn't there. You weren't just apathetic, you were hostile. – You know, I was so proud of my results last year. I wanted so much to share them with you, but you weren't even interested.
John I thought you'd shut me out of that part of your life.
Carol You weren't excluded, John. You felt excluded. There's a big difference.
John You were selfish too, you know.
CarolI suppose I was. I wanted so badly to be successful.
John Even though I was alienated by it?
CarolYes, you're right. I have been selfish.
John I know this sounds corny but could we still be friends?
Carol Of course we can. But not yet. We need time to adjust.

 

At A Party
Carol Your partner looks . . . interesting.
JohnJackie? She's fun. Being unattached does have its advantages. You haven't been seeing anyone yourself?
Carol Well, I've been awfully busy.
John Oh, yes, the study. You ought to take time off to get a bit of sex. Do you the world of good. You wouldn't have much trouble – you're not bad looking, you know.
CarolYou certainly haven't changed for the better.
John Hey! I'm only thinking of you. You've got no man, no income and no accommodation of your own. You were the one who walked out but I've got all the advantages.
CarolI'm not doing so badly.
John How are you making ends meet? Part time work? Waitressing, maybe, or pushing a broom? Anyway, you know you won't be happy living with your parents indefinitely.
CarolDo you remember the day we met at the bus stop? (He nods.) I'd just been to see Alan Grimble.
JohnThe personnel guy?
Carol The company apppoints cadet managers from time-to-time.
JohnI know that. There's one starting in my section next Monday. A woman, for Chrissake!
Carol Uhuh! A woman.
John Oh my God! You don't mean . . .
Carol It'll be tough at Uni part time but there's study leave included in the package. I hope you and I will   be friends, John – but as of Monday, you can call me Boss.

 

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